"Journal" Entry: Being Mom.

I realize I talk about how much I love being a Mom, quite often. Excerpts here and there describing my gratitude and the joys of my newfound job. But never have I felt this passion so strongly in my life. I love every aspect of Motherhood. It is why I am here. It is what I am placed on this earth for. Seconds after being placed in my arms, 22 years of searching for my personal life mission, was completed. I think that's what is so amazing to me. I spent years on my knees asking God what He wanted for me. Years of prayers and different paths taken, all in search of something that I actually thought was pretty stereotypical for a Mormon girl to want. I wanted something more. To do something bigger. God knew better. He knew this would be the biggest thing I could ever do.

No college degree, or world travels, or even alone time with my Husband could EVER replace this. I cringe at the thought of the different outcome that may have taken place over the postponement of my children.